Without you
What can be the most suffering moments?
Could it be the time when you are engulf in flame?
Slowly being devoured by the devilish flame.
Bit by bit of my body.
3 months back,
I sought of this feeling once,
It was really horrible,
And things really go wrong.
At that moment, I struggle hard.
Luckily I had a few good friends who I can depend on.
Horrible it can seems, devastating effect it can cause.
Causing me to lose my sanity.
I lost my sanity,
My voice,
My emotions,
My feelings,
And the most painful thing to do,
And the greatest lost I ever come through,
Is that I lose my love to you,
As it slowly decays as time passed.
I had no choice,
To forget than to be punished,
By the flame of hell,
Denaturizing my skin and flesh.
Please forgive me,
Although I could say I have no choice,
I could only conclude this,
The effects without you is just too great of me to bear